sometime i juz wonder, what are the things that we all everyday run and chase after to? ppl work hard, from morning till nite time, OT over OT and OT again...wat are the things they seek...?money, wealthy, fame, sense of achievements, or even sense of acceptance or very religious answer, worship Him with my performance? i used to think that, life is short and we should try all our best to live life to its potential and fullness. however what is fullness then...different ppl would have different views of it. i heard ppl said; 'i want to be success' or ' i want to prove that i'm not good for nothing' or even 'i want to provide the kind of life which my parent can have no worries of financial when they old in age'...seriously nothing wrong with it,instead, i though it was good to have ppl with vision rather than those who have not...their vision in life give them strength to keep moving on in life...those have not vision will be cast off restraint and ...as they endure and keep it on till da last breath of their lives they would say i have not regret in lives for i did my very best till the end...my view of success have totally change, ever since i read the book of a gal name rachel joy scott, one the columbine victim in 1999...as i mentioned before, i thought that being a successful christian in life was to make a different in the world...indeed i'm right...at least most the leaders of church will agree with tat...bt da problem was, whether fruitful ornot, is it depending on uR result of uR success business or invention...r we look at the things that the world see, chase after the thing that this world running to..?i pray for wisdom from above bt not from the earth...everythin that of this world where should i place it, if after i gt all of it after my hard work...i am nothing at the end if i win the whole world and lost my own soul...my purpose seem purposeless, my future seem unpredicted.i cry out oh God...even a gal who only has 17 years of life live to its fullness than those who lived more than she did...she didn't earn her 1st millions, 1st degree or even husband...bt i believe and most of ppl believe, that she, find please in His sight and said ' well done my faithful servant' when she meet Him face to face...what have she done, it juz non other than live a life that make Jesus so comfortable and available to everyone that she met and talked to...the real God's purpose in life, is only reserve for those who realized they are nvr to b gd enough by their own therefore totally submit their life in Him...put uR trust in him, for He nvr fail u...open the door of uR future with Jesus, then He will lead u by the footsteps that He set long 2000 years ago, to the end with joy...