the last night at KL 2007...

im kind of bored thought, so been thinking y not juz write some stuff here while im waiting for my on9 movie to be loaded...hehe

tonite havin my cell again. and im very blessed by it...especially when it's comes to da sharing of the Word...(i knw this blog is getting longer but i try my best to make it short and nice ya)

PRAISE, what does it brings up to u when u see or hear this word?well im not here to giv u a bible lecture but to share some of my thoughts here...i believe that praise is one of the things that ppl very often talk about but doesn't always mean it...to said that, many ppl r actually taking 'praise' for granted. truely bible said we shuld praise God in all times...but i'm saying that kind of praise which come from the bottom of uR heart and the deepest of uR feeling that beyond the circumstances around can u bound from praising God.

everyday we praise God for his blessing in life, but da most powerful praise i ever seen in life is called the 'sacrifices of praise'. which mean to praise God that actually cost something from u (sacrifices), it can mean in a bad situation, da lost of uR love one, get into a serious bad injures, persecuted or one day u find that u had failed all of uR exams (arghh...can't u feel that now?). yap, it's to praise God when u feel the least, most unwanted and unwilling to praise Him...because from the moment we start praising God, we r moving our focus to God and not on our problems anymore...

psalm 34:3 (NKJV)

"Oh, magnify the LORD with me,

And let us exalt His name together."

wat does a magnifier does? it's to help us FOCUS on an item which we are hardly to see in our everyday life basis...same thing apply here in this verse, when we start to praising God beyong our circumstances, we are acutally allowing God to be MAGNIFY in our situation and declare that God is mighty to save above all our circumstances...for the Word said in ps 50:23, that

"He who sacrifices thank- offerings honours me,

and he prepares the way so that I may show him the salvation of God."

The God's salvation comes only after to those realized that God is the ultimate authority of all circumatances and by doing that, praises that come with a sacrifice must been presented unto Him. for faith is what God look for in order for Him to come into our life. praises will lift up our level faith and by that level of faith God is able to create for miracles into our situation. im not saying this based on nth, but u can flip uR bible to the story of how joshua destroy the mighty wall of jericho simply by praising and singing to the LORD, also how King Jehoshaphat putting the worship leader at da frontline of the army and eventually God handed over their enemies to Judah...

so friend what is the language of faith? it's none other than HALLELUJAH (praise the LORD)...therefore don't simply use this Word for joking la...later u kena zip-zap (ligthing) then baru u knw...hehe...hope u been bless and sry, it's another long one...haiz...

ps=we can't be expecting our life is free from troubles, but hope that through my sharing of the power of praise u can be encourage and nvr lose heart in God, coz He is oweyz there when u r needed...He nvr leave us, nor forsake us...GOD BLESS!!!

stephen chow

haha stephen chow is probably one of the most successful hk's actor in the world today. he is famous among the Chinese community and beyond that, even my maid also know who is this 'chow xin che' about.

to many ppl stephen chow is a comedian and funny joker in the movie industry. but to me he is more than that.

some ppl has said that he is actually a philosopher, communicated his idea through his movies and performances. at 1st im not sure about this, until lately i watch one of his recent movie...there is scene go on like this...



in the night of the sea shore, there is nth except darkness there. a girl who is a prostitute ask him, "can u see anything(sea shore)except darkness? it's like my life that i can't see anything in front of me." then he replied, "no ahh, if u sit here until the next morning then u will not only see the 1st light of the sun, and it's very beautiful too"



this conversation has struck me though, sometime we are very keen to see the result here and now, but if we keep holding on and believe, one day we gonna see the 1st light from the sun and will see and enjoy the beauty of it. it may be dark now, but surely light will come one day.

who so important..?

God used people to change or even destroy our life...so i believe we all need to acknowledge some of them and here is my own little reflection of how my social life has been doing over the few years...and wonder how God has brought me through all these friends and closed one i had...
first but not least...

vector...

someone that beyond the expression of word to me...lol...to those who know me u will HOW close this felow to me...yes...he is the one who dare me to do stupid things in any occasions and any seasons...once in the blue moon we will have ours 'fried fish gang' together juz to talk about some very 'manly' issue...best buddy on earth...

janice...

someone that i will remember even until the end of my life...great both leader and servant of God...a teacher, a leader,a best youth pastor, a friend, and a boss to me...nvr forget my good old days that i been working like a donkey under her...hehe...learning so much from her and thx so much for teaching me to become everything i am today...wonder whether i wan share this ornot, but nvr mind la...u knw what is the 1st question she ask me when we first know each other...
the answer is..."when is the last time u went to 'pang sei'...that time i only seen her no more than 3 times...

calvin ( dear roomate)... the one who bring me to Christ and 3 years after upgrading himself to become my roommate...definitely it's not easy to stay together but thx a lot for all the over night talk that now i know i can grown even when we just spend time talking about non sense...but thx God we still 'peace' with each other(he's sleeping beside me now)...famous motto, "why like that one ar?"

candy leong...
basically she is the one who 'guilty' of my 'longing' of being fashionable...haiz...what to do when u have a mother like mine...and i very proud of her...loving, caring, encouraging? well she is definitely more than that to me...

Job(bible character)...his passion and love for God that is so unshakeable even in time of troubles and sadness...very much been touch by a phrase that he said and believe will be my verse of life..."naked i come and naked i should depart...the LOrd gives and takes away, BLESSED BE YOUR NAME"...power man!!!

jesus...

what u think about it...?well...i would said 'everything is changing'...he is so cool~~~~

something to talk about...

to be frank really have no ideas what i should write here...but i just felt the urges to write now therefore here i am...

this week has been an awesome week to me...especially in church...strong presence of God...strong praise and worship...and strong preaching of the Words and so and so...week in and week out this is what i always did and sometime to the extent that i treated this as a weekly routine, or even worse, probably another religion practice to me...every week involved in ministry serving, going for prayer mtg, cell group, christian fellowship, weekend service, and bible study make me wonder that actually how much time i had spend in the house of God, treating it as a 'duty' rather than an act of worship for God...from the outside perhaps people wouldn't noticed what has going on inside of me but deep in heart i know what the condition of my heart...and HE is well aware of it too...to elaborate it furthermore...i felt that i treating Christianity(which once changed my life upside down completely) as an IDOL...i could not believed it that I'm using such detestable sin to link it with my Jesus...but i need to be frank to you friends...over the few month this is what is going on inside of me...I'm doing His work without anything have to do with the RELATIONSHIP with Him...one thing that i can't admitted is that i have grown a lot in understanding the Word ever since i came down to KL...but instead of drawing closer to God in felt that I'm become more like a Pharisee...doing what is written in the law but just missed out one important thing...the humanity to accept Christ and His RELATIONSHIP...how many of u know that your vision can not be driven in the right track if u're not right in the relationship with Him...so many times i had put myself in the service of God and believing that i am doing something that pleases Him...I'm so wrong and i need to make right with him immediately...how many times i had the negative thoughts toward someone in the leadership...how many time i had ever try to bring down someone by Church politic...how many times i had complained about certain issues and people when thing doesn't go on my way in church...and how many times had i...reminded of all the sins i had committed in the house of God, one day God just come to me and said softly on my ear: "I have a second chance for you..."
on the way of my 'faithful' service to God i lost the RELATIONSHIP with my master...producing good fruits and great harvest...sure...but what if i can save thousand upon thousand of people but ironically i lost my life before His throne at the end of my life...here i wanna make a re-commitment with God again...that i will treat ministry as a privilege rather than a duty, treat leader with a grateful heart rather than condemn them, treat people with understanding rather than harsh judgemental, live sacrificially for other instead pulling responsible to others, praying rather than complaining, JOY instead of BITTERNESS...
now i have strength, the joy that fall in love with Him again...good and bad just an paper away...attitude interpret the world u see...

ps. if i had offense anyone here...im very sry for it...i wrote this one shot without any changes of sentence except wrong spelling...

RISE UP...'OLD-LADIES'!!!!

never walk alone!!!

we fought a good fight

"TREZEGOL'


NEDVED!!!

wow what a great week we had...i'm very sorry if there are any Livorno's fans here...hahaha...

It couldn't have started any better... Juv had an explosive start!!! They defeated Livorno 5-1, thanks in particular to a great finale (three goals in the last 10 minutes): a warning for everybody( AC n Inter, watch out!!!)

that's a feeling that i can't explained with any verbals right now...it's just amazing to see your fav team to return with such performance in their first official match...

LOVE them when they do well, LOVE them even when they failed...my blood is flow with BLACK and WHITE...

self-esteem...

"You can't touch it, but it affects how you feel. You can't see it, but it's there when you look at yourself in the mirror. You can't hear it, but it's there every time you talk about yourself. What is this important but mysterious thing? It's your self-esteem!"

haha...well if u know me very well...u'll probably know how much this word means to me...
self-esteem wouldn't be the most important thing in your life but it's definitely something that you won't neglect of.

every time when i about to go out, doesn't matter to meet my grandma, to go warison or midvally, or to makan or even to play basketball(Eric Chong u know what i talking la...hahah), i will make sure the last thing that i look at before i went out is the MIRROR...

no only that, windows of the shops or cars which contains 'a little bit' of reflection will surely see me 'dancing' in front it just to make sure everything going 'smoothly', 'in place' and little of 'extraordinary'...

researchers tell us that people who suffer self esteem is continuously rising nowadays...and it's not only youth's problems, it's a HUMAN's problem...consciously or sub-consciously, we all making our life decisions based on the value system of this world, that we all look at the outward, then only to the inward...fairly tells educated our children that, our celebrities tells us that, our customers shows us that(u will well aware of it if u r a salesman or saleswoman), everyone tells us about this value system every days...

what God look at this issue? even a prophet look at this way as well, Samuel thought David's brothers were matching with all the requirements to become a king, but remember what God said? He said '...i look at the heart, not outward appearance'.

what is the outward appearance here, well it can be uR result, outcome, talent, skill, or simply just appearance...but none of this is important to God, what God want is a 'heart' that long after Him...David fulfill this requirement while everyone of His generation fails...

sometime i find that people who do not know God a bit hard for them to understand that uR self-worth is not proven by uR academic, uR position, uR salary, uR capacity of moral and etc, but just simple because of WHO YOU ARE...God probably wouldn't love what u r doing, but He definitely love u as a person but no uR works, that is why salvation is a free gift, it's a grace of God...

uR self esteem will not merely judge by uR appearance, how many medals u had won for uR sport day, uR 'A's, uR wealth, but simple because WHO YOU ARE...imagine u r a father, u definitely won't judge uR son value by His work right...?love them as who they are...

p.s.= David been said as a handsome man too...this world is so unfair la...

fold uR blanket...

i think i not really that type of person who will regularly do the clean up works of my room, fold my blanket every time i got up from my bed and even will always come 'sharp' and on time to a meeting.

ok la...don't spoil my own reputation so much...actually i did one...hahha...just the matter of make it more consistently mahh...

i think many of us find it quite often in our life daily life, right..?especially folding blanket for all the guys out there( oppss, feel like i will soon start an argument after stating this statement)...i don't know what others think la, but for me, why need to fold something that will last like....well maybe 2 - 3 hours?ya u know what i mean or not...?is like, it still gonna become as messy as today early morning when u just woke up right, no matter how nice u fold it... true?

perhaps this is one of the areas that i need to improve...and i definitely know that it's a good thing to fold uR blanket, but somehow...haiz...spirit of 'malas' bah...

see, in a small thing like this probably a lot of people won't put into concern...like what so big deal about it..?but not so on God's sight. God's Word stated clearly that everything that we do, we must do it all for the glory of God...

on the other word, excellent is what God want to see in us ...excellent means to aim for something with good quality...and 'good quality' can be very subjective in many others perspectives...as for me, excellent is an attitude, not merely defined as the final result or outcomes of uR effort...

many people nowadays care more about their destination rather than how they been to that place...with that mentality of 'as long as i reach my goal, how i go there is not a matter anymore'...imagine a group of runners racing without any rules...they cut lane, run through the padang instead of the running lane, tackle others while they running and do all difference kinds of things just make sure himself can stand on the plundit...do u still get excited about the champion of this game or not...?well i believe I'm more excited about the process la seriously...will be supper funny i guess... since everyone 'main buyuk'...this is not excellent all about...

so do everything with spirit of excellency, as for the glory of God...doesn't matter big things or little things in life...if God can entrusted u with little things (fold uR blanket), what makes u think that He will not entrusted u with BIG things...detail determined destiny, attitude of life is far more important than uR degree or uR intellectual...attitude is the key to uR successful life...

God called us to be excel in everything that we do.
y? because God himself is a God of excellent.

look at us...he make all of us so difference from others...and His plan for us far even greater...

thank you Lord...