self-esteem...

"You can't touch it, but it affects how you feel. You can't see it, but it's there when you look at yourself in the mirror. You can't hear it, but it's there every time you talk about yourself. What is this important but mysterious thing? It's your self-esteem!"

haha...well if u know me very well...u'll probably know how much this word means to me...
self-esteem wouldn't be the most important thing in your life but it's definitely something that you won't neglect of.

every time when i about to go out, doesn't matter to meet my grandma, to go warison or midvally, or to makan or even to play basketball(Eric Chong u know what i talking la...hahah), i will make sure the last thing that i look at before i went out is the MIRROR...

no only that, windows of the shops or cars which contains 'a little bit' of reflection will surely see me 'dancing' in front it just to make sure everything going 'smoothly', 'in place' and little of 'extraordinary'...

researchers tell us that people who suffer self esteem is continuously rising nowadays...and it's not only youth's problems, it's a HUMAN's problem...consciously or sub-consciously, we all making our life decisions based on the value system of this world, that we all look at the outward, then only to the inward...fairly tells educated our children that, our celebrities tells us that, our customers shows us that(u will well aware of it if u r a salesman or saleswoman), everyone tells us about this value system every days...

what God look at this issue? even a prophet look at this way as well, Samuel thought David's brothers were matching with all the requirements to become a king, but remember what God said? He said '...i look at the heart, not outward appearance'.

what is the outward appearance here, well it can be uR result, outcome, talent, skill, or simply just appearance...but none of this is important to God, what God want is a 'heart' that long after Him...David fulfill this requirement while everyone of His generation fails...

sometime i find that people who do not know God a bit hard for them to understand that uR self-worth is not proven by uR academic, uR position, uR salary, uR capacity of moral and etc, but just simple because of WHO YOU ARE...God probably wouldn't love what u r doing, but He definitely love u as a person but no uR works, that is why salvation is a free gift, it's a grace of God...

uR self esteem will not merely judge by uR appearance, how many medals u had won for uR sport day, uR 'A's, uR wealth, but simple because WHO YOU ARE...imagine u r a father, u definitely won't judge uR son value by His work right...?love them as who they are...

p.s.= David been said as a handsome man too...this world is so unfair la...